There are times when I wake up that I forget what is happening, it feels distant and dream-like. I feel normal and happy with just a slight nibbling itch at the periphery, like you have after waking up into a beautiful morning after a night plagued by nightmares - a lingering sense of unease. I go about my days, trying to live life normally and fully, but then it all comes crashing down. The slight nibbling comes roaring into the forefront and instead becomes a devouring monster. I feel trapped in the nightmare unable to get out, unable to believe this is really truly, in-real-life happening.
It all just feels like a bad dream. Except it's not.
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